Sunday, January 2, 2011

I'm a runner ...

..no I don't jog or run track, I run from conflict.

At the moment, well since my parents divorce, my mom is my biggest source of conflict.  I want to forgive and forget, but for some reason I can't get past it. 
I don't know how to deal with all the shit that I have kept way down deep inside me, but each time I try it just causes me anxiety, migraines and depression.
I know that I have to forgive, not only for myself, but for my mom and my dad.

I want this to be the year that I can get past it..


Today it was warm 51 degrees and we had some fog, and a little rain.

 

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